Im EmPtY

What are Words

2011-03-30T14:35:00.008+08:00

What Are Words - Chris Medina

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

"What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud"

Laaaa.

2011-01-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

Laaa. Say Want Continue Update de. Guess Not Easy.

Haizzz. Just to Post Something.

Shows That I Still Care Bout my Blog Ya.

Hmmm. What happened recently I'll update in the next post when I have full Power. xDD.

Take care darlingsss~~~~

Ishhh.

2010-11-25T14:47:00.003+08:00

Ishhh. Lazy Gila.

Somehow. the pic is small.

And....

I'm Lazy! See Ya!

Gosh!

2010-11-17T10:22:00.005+08:00

I wonder how long have it been since my last post.

4 months? or 5 months? Ahh. Whatever.

All I know was the very last post of mine is something that hasn't be something good in my life and it will never leave my memory easily.

Okie. Jump that part. A quick one on what I am doing recently.

Nothing much. College Life. Holiday. And Work and enjoying Life.

All that I know was. I AM BROKE ------------------- T_______________T.

Save Me. Do Some Kindness towards me. Donate or Share your money with me! XDD

I guess picture will continue the story. =D

Bunch of Crazy People~

Woohoooo.

Wee. My DSLR with a piece of magic.

Hah. Little H.

The Mastermind for The Magic Piece.

Bon Odori~

Waha.

Yam Chaaa.

College~

When I'm in Thailand. The Food Are Amazing!

What else--- JO.GO.YA.

October Fest. In 1U.

Sand__

Guess who.

Tadaaa.

Weee.

We are Beach people man. XD

Ice Room in Nilai. =]

Bwahhh.

Bwahh.

Twisted Mac, Cheese, Chicken

Lamb Chop.

Grilled Salmon.

On Behalf of The Birthday Girl.

Weeh.

Where Else---- HARD ROCK. <3

Are the picture Amazing enough? I know. I'll update my blog more frequently from now on! XDD

*rolls* there go miraii.

Im.

2010-06-07T17:23:00.003+08:00

This is going to be a very messy or I think not really random post.
It has been a while since I ever got back my mood of Blogging.
Hope I can let myself out here.
And make myself more clear or so a bit relax.

" Trying is Not LOVING "

" No Feel? Den break up. Why the hell still getting together? "

" Back to Old Times? Nonsense. "

" Your Attitude? My ATTITUDE. "

" My Time. My Effort. My Love. Gone to Waste. "

" From a worthless status to a respected Status. Creating another worthless status "

" Reason? Excuses? Nothing? Again. Nonsense. "

" Two Alone? Did Nothing? Who the Hell will Believe That? "

" Kiss? On the Cheek? Mouth? Hug? Lust? Come On. Let's Be Honest. "

" Believed? Loved? Respect? TRIED?? What Nonsense again? "

" She's a Pro. Satisfy You More. Treat You Better? Why Leave? "

" Broke Up? And Another Broke Up? Not Asking For A Second Chance? Come On. Be Realistic. "

" Promise? Nothing? Who The HELL IS GOING TO BELIEVE?? "

Make Up Your Mind Dear. There's Nothing More Left to Believe or Love Anymore. Since the Decision has Been Make. It Happens and It Happened. No One. Nothing Gonna Change The Facts.

Apologizing is Not Enough. Realizing Own Mistake is Not Enough. For What I Have For You Has Already Gone. You Never Appreciate. You Never Love. You Never Respect. And You Never BELIEVE.

YOUR ATTITUDE MAKE IT GO WORTHLESS.

NO USE REGRETTING. NO USE GETTING ANGRY. NO USE GETTING UPSET. NO USE GETTING WORRIED.

WE'VE PAST THE POINT OF NO RETURN.

THIS RELATIONSHIP IS DESTROYED BY YOUR FOOLISHNESS DECISION.

ENDING MIGHT NOT BE AS WORST AS IT THOUGHT.

Digi Telecommunications.

2010-04-06T01:31:00.002+08:00

Chiang chiang chiang~~~~

Here's the answer. Im working for Digi Pre-Order iPhone Collections. hahaha.

It's was fun. But tiring. X_____x.

The feet. the feet!! It's burning! T____T.

And I dont think Im friendly? coz Im kinda not-be-liked by others. I apologize if I did did something wrong or said something wrong.

Some pictures? heheheheh.

Lazy. Again. So. When I have the real mood only upload more -lah. XD

But the way. It's at One Utama. hahaha.

I agreed with joo yee's post. = =.

" sometimes i wonder
if no one reads my blog why do i update.
but in another way of thinking.
if i dont update no one will read my blog. "

True enough. Bcoz I always felt I was left out. =[[.

* think the bright side clever! *

Free now~ Time to spend some time with Mr. B now who's always wanted to kill me if she found out that Im working. >________<.

Love ya. Weee~~~ * rolls off *

Again.

2010-03-30T22:42:00.002+08:00

Again.

I got Mr B angry with me when he was trying to forgive me for my bad temper.

Im Sorry. Really. It's okay if you are still angry. But I didn't mean to do so. I just dont know why. Forgive me. =[[[.

Ill wait for you? Please forgive me. =[[[.

I mean it. =[[.

P.S - Ill be away for now. Im working in 1U. Spot me.

Bye Blog. Miss you. Love you, Mr B.

Jealous.

2010-03-27T17:01:00.002+08:00

I jealous -lah.

You guys can face the comp for hours and update your blog. I lose. @___@.

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Mr B got angry with me. Im Sorries. =[[[[[. Really. =[[[[.

Forgive Me. Candies? =[[[

My Apologies. My Love For You.

Never Meant To Hurt You.

But Here To Love You Only.

Forgive Me.

For my Stupid Mistakes. For the Stupid Me.

Ahhh~~~~~

2010-03-27T01:46:00.002+08:00

I've been left out.

You guys are just so hardworking updating your blog.

Dont you feel is tiring? ( dont marah me. coz im freaking lazy. >_<. ) Aduii~~ Susah susah.

Changed a New Blog Skin. Any comments? Doing nothing recently. Going to work at 1U soon. For Digi roadshow. Come support me eh. XD

Enroll to TAR College. And Im having this stupid anxiety about going to college. It feels like Im wont get to live through my college life. I just got so confused. And Im still hesitating to go for PR course or Broadcast. Help. T______T.

LAZY. Let the pictures continue the post. =>

Pic taken with Hx during CNY. haha.

Taken on the 8th day of CNY.

Pics taken during my Birthday. Obviously the last one not taken by us. But I have only this one. No choice. Hee.

Till here first. Continue later ~ * yawssss *

P.S : Anyone interested to work? Call Me. heh.

Nitezz Darlings ! Muackzzz~~

Laa.

2010-01-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

Laa. My blog died. Last nov when SPM started.

BUT.

It'll be alive again. Nothing much laa. Juz small update. Heh.

Nov 09' - SPM

Dec 09' - SPM, gave birth to Baby D a.k.a D5000, CF, midnight show, lepak, yamcha, "telefon bubur", genting, Countdown.

This yearrr..........

Things aren't moving the way it's expected.

Fight. Peace. Fight. Peace. Never ending. Stop it. I had enough of war.

Currently..... Working as brand ambassador for Dunhill. Anyone who smokes?? Come here. I ada benda mau share~ XD

A bit blank huh this post? Never mind. Im gonna upload pics. Heh.

That's it -lah. Letih la. Edit post very tired wan you know? XD

Will always update if can. Wont dump my blog again. I hope. Hhahaa.

Though is a bit late. Happy New Year everyone.

May the new year brings new hope and new success. Including earning money, fresh graduate.
Hhahahah.

Bieeee~~~~~~

P.s : Miss me, miss me not. Miss you, miss you not.

X____x.

2009-10-15T01:30:00.002+08:00

Wuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~

Finish at last. Editing the blog~~~ Weeee~~~

Hundred of pictures to upload and thousand of words to type.

But......................... The mood and motivation is just not here! Haah!

Wait for it till then~~~ XD

Weeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~ SPM is just around the corner.

Watashi move your ass and brain to the table and face the book 24/7.

Gambateh all darlingsssssssssss~~~~~~~~ =].

Nitey~~

X__________________x

2009-09-28T19:49:00.002+08:00

Never been better since the school reopen.

All the white papers with different names are coming back to me. Killing!

I dont want to know bout my marks I dont want to what the teachers are going to say.

Coz it's Killing!

Fine. Let it be. TWO MONTHS TO GO AND THE NIGHTMARE WILL BE GONE!

Im going to burn all my exercise books and folios~ Lalalalla~

Blogging for the sake I dont want it to be deserted. No matter are there anyone who's going to read. Heh.

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I Believe Mr B.

But Im worry. Cope with me can you? =/

I promise.

=[.

2009-09-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

Bad. I've lost da mood for blogging. =[.

Fine. Let it be. It'll be back soon......

Bad. Mr B, you left me all alone. Real bad. =[.

End!

2009-09-16T20:33:00.003+08:00

Yes! Nothing better than Trial has ended! yeah~~~~

Went for food today in Selayang Mall today.
Then being followed by a stupid retarded pervert.
Me and Tracy was eye battling with him. It made Tracy lost her appetite.Hah.

Nah. Speechless. Just stay quiet. Calm for a little while.

Just. A little While.

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Hmmm.

2009-09-14T18:51:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.

Cant wait for SPM to over!
OVER NOW OVER NOW OVER NOW OVER NOW!!!!!!! T_T.
Awww. Having a hard time now. Enough for trial. Later SPM some more. Haiz.

Thanks to Facebook. Mr B. And Jojoyek's Blog.
Things could never be better. Arigato~ ^_^.

I think I want to join the Comic Fiesta volunteer. Great experience. =].
But I just cant get the form. What should I do now? T.T.

2 papers left. Then over trial. Best thing ever! >.<.
Bu~~~

Exams.

2009-09-09T10:32:00.002+08:00

Papers. Been facing all this white papers printed with different name.

And 'wonderful things' happened when Im with this white paper.

The Paper named Mathematics.

Humans. 3 x 2 = ?. Easy. The answer is 6 right?
Who can ever calculate that 3 x 2 = 12 ? = =". Yes. That's me.
There goes my marks, fly away from me. T_T.

Then Add Math. Oh God. Kill me! Kill me. I want to die. T_T.

Then. Physics. AGAIN. I Want to Die.

Aahghhhhhhhhhhhhh. As long is papers to do with calculations I dont want to stay near it and I want to stab it and divide them into pieces and burn them! Then buried their ash in the deep sea. So they wont never exist!

T_T. I really hate calculations. T_T.

Continue to face the other papers till 16th Sept. Bye. T_T.

Updates.

2009-08-24T15:37:00.004+08:00

Weee~~~ A quick one. So long since I've ever update my blog. hahaa.

10th Aug.
Someone gave me the most tasty sushi in the world. =].

wah. bad quality pic. forgive meee. =p.

15th Aug.
Went to Genting. For the MyFm anniversary concert.

My dad and my aunt. At Marrybrown. Haha.

Then. My mum, bro and bro's friend and my cousin and my cousin's bf arrived.
Then. Go my daddy down the hill. Haha.
He was only here to accompany us to redeem the concert tickets. hahaa.
Then. We went for shopping! Yeah~

ahaha. bro and friend and mummy.

My beloved Jack!!! Nightmare before Christmas. Heheh.

Of course. Nonetheless. My mummy and aunt went Casino.
While we teenagers hang out at... Starbucks! Weee~~~~~

My cup of Stakbucks. and my friend Baskin Robbins ice-cream.
ngiek ngiek ngiek.

The Star Lolipop gang. xp.

The we hand gang. I also dont know 'apa itu'. haha.

The view from Starbucks. Ahhh....

Starbucks Coffee. =]. <3. style="text-align: left;">Then. Not long after that. Head straight to dinner. haha.

Dinner. Hot Rock! Yeah !

Thissssss Watashi's~~~~ Hehehe.

7.30pm. Arrived at the concert spot.

8.00pm. Concert started.

Some of the artist. Sorry. real bad quality pic. = =". =[.

Overall. It was boring. ==. Really. Last year was even better. So Im quite disappointed this year.
Haiz. Let it be. Then. Down the hill we go~ Reach home. Sleep.

21st Aug.
Selayang Mall. Somewhere you and me know. heheh.

Honeydew flavour. =].
My beloved peach flavour habis. = =.

My little Jnee. With her macha flavour. XD.

Cinnamon taste. * saliva all over * Haha.

23:30pm. You left here. To somewhere far from me.

22nd Aug. Nowhere. On the way haunting for my breakfast.
Time appeared to be.....

Nothing much. But someone told if you saw this means there is someone missing you.
And really. We rarely see this time.
11:11.

On the same day. Went to Cheras. For Myfm again. My mum crazy over it.
Well. never mind I gila along with her. haha.

Ended up. We won a mp4, 2 T-shirts, 2 album - Fahrenheit and Terry Lin., 1 touch and go card worth Rm 20 and myfm tissues and some tickets for the open ceremony for wushu competition.

Wahaahah. As long as Im rewarded. haha. XD.

24th Aug. 3.33pm.

You leaved me.
Im waiting. For the day you come back.

Latest.

2009-08-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

Latest.

Nothing special. Only know TRIAL is on its way. And I can see the DOOM sign. XD.

Recently. I knew this blog from my bro. It's about Politics and its very interesting.
And sorry. It's only available in Chinese and a bit of English and Malay.
Check it out if you have time.

http://hoong-xinyu.blogspot.com/.

And please do not go and make this is a big deal. cause the blogger itself is not really aware of its own position too. You'll understand if you have read the blog.

And.... not in the blog mood recently..... BLAME FACEBOOK! XD.

And I also realize that Im getting lazier and lazier to update my blog.
And.... I feel it's Dooms Day! No!
Blog! I still love you! XD.

Woooohooo~~~ Finish crapping I guess. Ill keep you updated. Ill try. XD.

XOXO. You know you love me. XD.

Baby~ Watashi love Anata~ XD.

9/8's Horoscope.

2009-08-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

Pieces.
Lucky day: Tuesday. Lucky colour: Pale pink. Lucky number: 22.
Unrealistic expectations may cause problems, or you make an unwise choice. Extra money may also be spent. you may fell pressured to live up to obligations that you'd rather not deal with. Truth is, everything is happening as it should - but in its own way, and in its own time.

Cancer.
Lucky day: Tuesday. Lucky colour: Black. Lucky number: 5.
This is a time for guarded process. While your love life's definitely on the improve, there are loose ends that still need tidying. Areas for caution include relationships - where you can expect the trickle-down effect of a partner's stress. This week is all about your ability to love - unconditionally.

How great it is if everything you imagined or planned goes just the way it is.

But things do fall out of places. - Sometimes.

And I dont really the way it is.

But let it be.

Im nothing and no one to stop it.

Sorry.

Nitezz.

I miss It.

2009-08-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

Really. I really miss it.

It's just so sudden. It feels like Im being slam by a door very suddenly. Real sudden.

Would you forgive me? Hardly. I think so.

I just wanted to say.. Sorry k. Didn't mean to hurt you with any way.

Could you forgive me?
Really. Im Sorry.

Mysterious Ticking Noise?

2009-08-05T22:16:00.005+08:00

I found this humourous video from my brother.

Have a look at it. I bet you'll enjoy it. Have fun! XD.

A bit of tips. It's something about Harry Potter. Well. It is about it. XD.

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Nonetheless.................

HaPpY buRfdaY!!!!!!!!!!!

tO swEet AmaNdA and CuTe cEcIlIa~ XD.

Haha. You're older now. Grow up~ XD.

Who am I to give advise huh?? XD.

Someone more older than you both~ XD.

Happy always babe! Muackkzzzz! XD.

Again.

2009-08-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

Again.

" Terrible -lah you "

The sound frequency stopped here.

Im Sorry.

I know Im being Naive.

I know Im over obsessed.

Sorry. I really mean it.

Please dont say that.
Please dont say Sorry no cure.

Coz' Im really apologizing.
Really hoping for your forgiveness.
Really.

Im sorry.
I Miss You.

Again.

2009-07-31T23:53:00.004+08:00

Again.

DEAD TIRED.

And.....

Jenilee! HAPPY BURFDAY!!!~~~

XD.

Nitezz Babies~ XD.

Hey!

2009-07-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

Hey!

Check this out!

Is Siew Leng's and friends handmade craft.

They are selling it as pressie!

Go check on it if you're free k. XD.

http://diy-lavie.blogspot.com/

I link it too. XD.

Nitezz baby~ XD.

Wondering.

2009-07-27T20:59:00.006+08:00

I wonder will I have another accident again.

I wonder what is my coming to my life.

I wonder how far we'll go.

I wonder can my license go through 2 year safely.

I wonder what will become of me in future.

I wonder. I just wonder. I just couldn't stop wondering.

But one thing for sure.

Ill never wonder bad things that happened or bound to happen to us.

No one. Nothing. Forever. Can stop it. Stop us.

Wonder. Wonder for SPM result.

Never stop wondering. I wonder.

X_______x

2009-07-25T23:30:00.002+08:00

Dead Tired.

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You let me Down.

Decide.

2009-07-24T19:00:00.001+08:00

Decide.

Me. Or their words.

And you know Im with you.

Am I not worth it?

Tell me.

Give Up.

2009-07-24T18:42:00.004+08:00

I dont know.
That Us only worth this much.
With only a few words.
You give up.
Then how am I supposed to continue?

If that's what you want.
Then you have it.
Wish you happy ever after.

Us.

2009-07-22T22:29:00.004+08:00

Do you still stand by me now?
For I will always stand by you.

Ill wait.
Until I reached You.

Really.
I Love You.

Arrhhhh!!!!

2009-07-22T21:43:00.003+08:00

Oh God.

I HATE Accident.

Why must it happen to me.

Arhhhhhh!!!!!!! Stupid Unser! Damn you.!

Arrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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No.
I dont want to be separated from you.
Please.
=[.

=].

2009-07-20T19:33:00.005+08:00

Me. You. = Us.

=].

More than words.

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know.

Love You So.

Missing.

2009-07-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

Missing.

Miss.

Miss.

Miss.

Everything.

You're not Sorry.

2009-07-17T21:38:00.003+08:00

No. You're not sorry.
That's what you meant and how you feel towards me.
Dont know is an answer that shouldnt be said to someone special.
You said it. And somehow it shows the answer Yes.
I never say that I must be the most important one.
But it make me feels I am always the last who came to your mind.
Watashi is speechless. Emotionless. Numb now. Everything seems like a Total Mess. To her.

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All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, oh

You're not sorry no no oh

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh

You're not sorry, no no oh

Now I Know.

2009-07-15T18:15:00.002+08:00

What took me so long.

Now I know. I really know.

It's meaningless to defend this relationship.

It's meaningless.

Damn it.

2009-07-14T15:36:00.002+08:00

Damn it.

Fuck what happened today.

And those bitches too.

Fuck. Stupid and extreme unfairness judging.

" Based on the criteria and guidelines..... " What now?

We have all the criteria you asked for and we have the best climax and voice projection. What else?

You want a humor stupid sketch?? Hey. This is a drama competition lady.
Not a short or stupid or make you laugh sketch to win.

And what's wrong with the best actress??
With two lines spoke and running around the hall with a stupid lolipop. Is that the best??
A lot can do that. All of our drama girls can to do. Our acting was way more better than them??
Do we deserve all this?? NO. We gave our best and commitment to this comp. And what the heck did we get in the end??

Based on the criteria and guidelines, you need to be humour enough to win .
Based on the criteria and guidelines, you need to show your boob to win the best actress.
Based on the criteria and guidelines, you to throw an animal on the stage to win.

What the helll ladies???? You aren't blind. How good they did to show you the climax?
By buying a husband from a stupid fortune teller?? or slap the daughter while she didnt even cry after she get the slap. How good was that?? I see NOTHING.

You know what. You judges just dont know what it takes to be a judge. You dont even know the criteria of being a FAIR & QUALIFIED JUDGE. You ladies just some dumbo acting to be a " GOOD JUDGE ".

I Dont Accept this shit man. We'll make sure we get our rights back. And you know what.

Based on the criteria and guidelines, You are most idiotic and blind and deaf judges I've ever met. Get some treatment ladies. We dont want you go around and spoiling someone's life.

F U C K ! ! !
D A M N I T ! !

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Oh ya. Meet back a very good friend today also.

Gui Gui.

Nice seeing you back.

I guess we only get to see each other once a year. XD.

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Prove to me.

How much you care.

How much you want me.

How much do you love me.

Arrhhh!! Argghhh!!

2009-07-13T22:30:00.003+08:00

This is going to be a long post. Bear with it. XD.

10-11 July 09.

Went for a camp held in our school organized by WIRAJAYA.

Let me tell you something...... The camp was FREAKING FUN!

For humans who missed it. You did miss something really fun that you cant find it anywhere.

" THE CAMP WAS POWER GILA MAN " XD.

Too bad. No pics for the camp. Because if we took our phone out and the next second you'll realized is GONE. XD. But I'll try to get the pics from teachers. Haha.

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Then, on same day of last day of the camp.
Me went to KLCC.
Guess for what, genius.
For some "crazy" make-up artist who trimmed my eyebrow! T-T.
My eye brow now is so ugly and disgusting. T-T.
Nahahahaha. Actually I went for the Estee Lauder Model Search '09 -lah. XD.
Is a full make over but I never there to be a trimming section -lah. Really. T-T.

Watashi and my cousin sister took part in it.
The results are yet to know. Haha.
Jom tengok gambar~ XD.

That's watashi over there. With the handsome make-up artist.
Though he trimmed my eyebrow. ..........

Nearer view. hehe.

Photo shoot section. My hand like "kembang edi" somehow. XD.

Me me me and my mum. XD.

Me, cousin and aunt aunt=mum's sis. XD.

We are family~

Me and my oldest aunt. =].

Me and me youngest aunt. =p.

Me and haha again. =D.

Me cousin and mummy. =].

Me and my oldest cousin. XD.

Me and my youngest cousin sis. hehe.

Me and me youngest cousin bro. Extremely naughty and uncontrollable little cousin. = =. XD.

~ Tang tang tang ~ Me and my cousin sis~ same age. XD.

Ngek ngek ngek. Here it is. My SS pics. XD.

All me. watashi. ME. WATASHI. XD.

Later after that. Went to oldtown with my old best retarded brainless buddy. Huixinxin. XD.
She took a pic with me too. XD.

Look at her retarded face. XD.

My make up was GONE. YEAH~~~

Our face was all out of shape. Hahahah. Especially mine. XDDD.

Nicer one. =].

Oh ya. My bro and Kin Zai was there. And my bro started something we laughed till tears bursting out from our eyes. XD.

Ahhaha. Three retard person with different body shape and face. XD. >.<~

The editted one by Kin Zai. XD.

Weeee~~~~ Yeah~~ It has come to an end. XD.
Big Thing.
Tomorrow is DRAMA COMPETITION! Arghhhh~~~

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Class. Class. Class.
To be as ONE is not easy,
To maintain as ONE is even harder than you can ever imagined.

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One last random shot. XD.

GUuuuuu~~~ XD.

* Life isn't life without you *

Oyasumi nasai.

Thats it.

2009-07-12T12:21:00.014+08:00

Thats it. Fuck you.

You're angry then everything you do to me is right?
well then fuck you.

Because you cant get to finish your stupid assignment and you cant get me out of my damn house to fetch you and you got angry. then fuck you again.

Because I went to sleep and didnt reply you in msn you got angry again well then fuck you.

It is very NORMAL for sick people go to sleep. and you said you care but when I told you in the phone Im sleeping What the hell do you get angry for??
For not replying in msn?? And you can just off the phone like it was the right thing to do??

And when I reply you in msn. I wondered how long again should I wait for you to reply.
Hey. You are even worst than me. When ever I find you 1st you never even reply and even you reply it's like Im always the last you replied.

And you call me fetch you then fetch you?? Im your driver or somewhat??
You said you're angry cause I cant go out but more angry coz sick.
You know Im sick and it is not normal for me to sleep?? Is not like I know you're finding for me in msn. Coz you barely did. Even when you online you dont even bother to find me or tell me you're there. Then why I fucking bother to reply you when I was trying to get some rest because I am fucking SICK and restless.

You're angry because you cant finish your assignment.
You're angry because I cant BE YOUR DRIVER.
You're angry because I cant go out with you.
You're angry because I didnt reply you in msn.
You're angry and you blamed me and put everything on ME as if is really MY WRONG.
Tell me. How wrong am I now?

You can just call and says " YOU NO NEED TO FIND ME AGAIN " and just off the damn phone just like that.

Fine. YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT.
AND I AM ALWAYS FUCKING WRONG.
STOP COMMUNICATING?? FINE. THEN STOP.

FUCK YOU.

..................................................................................................................

IM FUCKING DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU.

You said you care when I am sick.
Then if I go get some rest is it really my wrong?

When I said I couldn't fetch you to somewhere to finish YOUR ASSIGNMENT
Is it my wrong again?

When I didn't reply you in msn
Is it my wrong again?

I dont know Im that wrong then.

The TRUTH is
YOU NEVER CARE.

WHAT YOU CARE IS
YOUR FUCKING ASSIGNMENT.
NOT ME.

I'm Sorry.

2009-07-12T09:15:00.001+08:00

Im Sorry.

Im always not there when you need me.

Im Sorry.

Off.

2009-07-10T14:06:00.002+08:00

Off to camp today. At our very ""Dearest"" School.

Blog will be updated ASAP. About "us. ours."

Bye.

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Conflicts. Emotions. Self-thought.

Never grow up. Immature. Helpless. Selfish.

All the F**************************************************.

Take it. Accept it.

That's life.

Wee.

2009-06-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

Wee.

Nothing. Post for Fun.

I realized. Or I felt so.

I have not update my blog for thousand years. XD.

O.o. I'm not going for NS. Should I be happy or sad? I dont know -lah. XD.

That's Life. Accept it. Talk less. Let's see the pictures.

A group photo. somewhere in 1U. XD.

Is Jenilee and JNee posing. Somewhere in 1U too. XD.

* sigh * I dont know what to do with this. I just cant rotate it. So, let it be.
They're in the Great Toilet taking pics. XD.

Watashi also. XD.

Hehe. Somewhere. I dont know where. XD.

Really 2 " leng lui". But the pic is not in its correct place. stupid pic.

Haha. Another 2 pretty gal. * cheers * XD.

Hug tighter. XD.

Surprise now.

They are innocent.

This is totally innocent.

Joking only k? Dont take it seriously ppl. XD.

Im leaving. Trial is around the corner. Spm just a few months away.

How can stay alive till. X___X. I dont Know.

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But what I know is.

Nitezz Baby.
Sweets dreamz.

..............

2009-06-24T20:34:00.002+08:00

I just dont know what to say.

I feel that I have deserted my blog for thousand years.

Since I met facebook.

I dont know facebook could so destructive.

I so sorry Blog. I dont mean to hurt you. =[.

But facebook was really fun. Quite?

Especially restaurant city. My life.

Blame Mc for it. She the one who gave me the drugs. XD.

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Haha. Crap finish.

I just have too much to say and too many pictures to post.

Until it turns out like I have nothing to blog.

Or Im just lost. XD.

Never mind. Let a few pic do all the work. XD.

................................

Oh my Gosh!!! Im really sorry..!!

I dont know what's wrong with my photobucket.

I waited for hours and didn't work.

Ahhhh!!! Before restaurant city and photobucket !

D. A.M.N.

I'll update ASAP k. XD.

Hannah Montana The Movie

2009-06-17T22:12:00.002+08:00

Weee~~~~~

Sorry. I just cant control my hormones. XD.

Hannah Montana The Movie was a blast.

I just cant stop thinking about it. And I dont know why.

Is it because it contains romance? Nah. I dont know. XD.

I'm Just. Addicted to it. XD.

The Hannah Montana poster. =].

A scene from it.

Miley and Travis. =].

The unexpectedable. They have Taylor Swift in it. Singing Crazier.
* cheers *

Nevertheless. Their songs................................. DAMN BEST.................! XD.

Haha. I think I should go get one of its album. XD.

For me. It is worth it. =].

Go watch it if you havent. Gogogogo. XD.

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I never knew life, could be like this.
Never thought I that would be the one that you would kiss.
I never knew love could be so rough.
But now I found the real thing I can't get enough.

The sweetest surprise
Come at me tonight, right there in your eyes.
While I was kissing you.
So don't say that you don't love,
everything you dreamed of could be here.

Baby baby. You're the one I wanted to see smiling. =].

I Will Be.

2009-06-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne

+ I Will Be +

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

Cause with out you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day with out you
Hear with me do you see your all I need

And I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing OK

Me.

2009-06-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

I just realized.

How fragile I am.

Is like when you let me go a second
I'm already breaking into pieces.

Hold me tight. Don't ever let your warm embrace leave me.

I can't afford to lose it.

I want to change. I will change. I will be.

Haha.

2009-06-11T22:54:00.003+08:00

I've realized.

I forgot my blog because of facebook.

How bad is that huh? Real bad right?

*sigh* I know. XD.

Haha. Anyway nothing to update. So. I think is ok. XD.

Holiday life though is not fun. But I wish for more. XD.

SPM. I hope you can take your leave now. XD.

Haha. Im being very lame. Because I dont know what to write and I cant wait to go to facebook. Bye babies. XD.

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You.

I always broke down when you always do that.

I dont know why.

You.

2009-06-05T01:21:00.000+08:00

You are everything.
I Love You.
=].

Just Pictures. =].

2009-05-30T12:58:00.004+08:00

Haha. Holiday. Hahahahhaha. Going crazy. XD.
I said want to update right.
Now see till enough. XD.

Picture express more than words. =].

February.

Valentine's day.

March.

My Burfday celebration with my dearest Nee nee, Yee yee and Kaka.
Of course. My greatest Starbucks. =X.

Hehe. Nothing less from my Machi. Mc, Mwei and Kar Mun. Haha.
1st burfday cake this year. =p.

Haha. Another Burfday celebration. Western Food in Sakae! Yeah~~

April.

Hah! Nothing less but my cousin's marriage in Ipoh.
All of them are my realatives. =].

Photos with my family and grandparents. =].

Photos with my cousins, beautiful aunt. Haha.

Haha. Night view in the ballroom. XD.
Unfortunately The Pairs doesn't have time to take pic with me. =[.

Haha. And if you dear are observant enough. You would notice.
My expression are the same all the time. XD.

May.

Me and mummy went to Sunway.
Shopping. Eating. Spending. Haha.

Korean Lunch Box. Wee~~~

Joo Yee~ You know this very well. XD.
Give da name. Haha.

Haha. My reward from Sunway. Books!! XD.

Ehem ehem. Pictures of myself.
The 1st Im wearing my choir costume with make up. Hehe.
And the rest with my choir trophy. Hee~~

Nearer view of Choir trophy. =].
Though we get the 4th place this year. But.
Su Ann. You are so gonna do better next year. XD.

-_____-. So called Kerja Amal. XD.
And some boring snap. Nee Nee eating pizza in da last pic. Haha.

Haha. Pic took in a gift shop on sly mall.
Both of them keep on asking who is cuter. =___=.
Of course is me. XD.

Haha. My Best Low B Friends in tuition. Hahaha.

Hah! Here comes my Best Best Machi!! Mc again~ *claps*
Sapo Joo Yee~ Blur Esther~ Crazy Amanda~ Hahaha.
Oh Ya. Of course beautiful and cute little Bowie. XD. *cheers* hahaha.

Huhuhu. Me Best Classmate~~~~ Wee~~~~
Haha. Nee nee and Tra tra. I want the others pic. Haha.

Roses are red. Violets are blue. Sugars are sweet. And so are you.
Hehe. Roses for teacher's day celebration.
They are nice and sweet. =].

I guess Mich has nicer Pic. Lets go and hack hers. XD.

Woohoo. Ends of the post. Lazy to write. to crap. to be lame. Haha. Bye Babes. XD.

You,

2009-05-18T20:49:00.002+08:00

You.
Change everything in a flash.
Feelings mixed around being with you.
Do you share the same too?

Everything Just. Is.
You.

......

2009-05-14T22:38:00.005+08:00

There's never a smooth road to true love.

How much would you sacrifice for me?
How much would I sacrifice for you?

How many difficulties we will go through?

Are you always there for me?
Am I always here for you?

Thousand of question can't be answer.
If you can answer. Tell me then.

How true is your love to me?
How long is your love to me?

Impossible.
Love are unspeakable.
The feeling of Love can't be hide.
If you really Love that person.
He/She can feel it.

Speak to me now.
With your heart. Your love.

And. I don't know the answers for those questions.
But what I knew is that.
I Love You.

Unavoidable. Unspeakable. Really Lost Without You.

Can You Love Me Please?

Haha.

2009-05-09T22:42:00.004+08:00

Haha.

Say wanna update but until now also havent do it yet. XD.

Human is born to be lazy. haha.

Update later k? After exam. Maybe. Haha.

Something. Hehe. From The Kiss.

A kiss is strange. It's a living thing, a
communication, a whole wild emotion expressed
in a simple moist touch.

MICKEY SPILLANE,
FROM "THE KILLING MAN"

Nitezz Humans.
Sweet dream.
Good Luck in mid term exam. Luck.
Everyone really needs it. Haha.
Bye~~~ =].

Wee~~

2009-05-06T21:45:00.007+08:00

Wee~~

My P license is here. Look.

Lol. I looked like auntie in tat. What to do?
It's my last year passport photo.
It not only looked like auntie. but it looks like a fat missy, retarded human,
round face like the moon in the sky, retarded smile.
Ueekkkweeekk...! Humans can actually spill out the food they've digested. XD.

Hahahahahahaah. What to do? I'm excited for my P license now! hehe.
BUT. Mc................... TOLONG! I cant drive auto car. I'm not use to it. T.T.
If I cant drive a car then what's the usage of the stupid P license? Mccc ar~~~~~~~~~~

Hahahahahah. over.
Diagnostic are around the corner. OMG. DIE.
HOW COULD I EVER SURVIVED WITHOUT MY COMP?

My chemistry teacher said: You must put everything away. So that you can concentrate in your SPM. Put everything away into your cupboard. And you can also help your siblings in the future. XD.

NO COMICS, NO MSN, NO ONLINE GAME, NO YOUTUBE, NO FACEBOOK, NO FRIENDSTER, NO ANIME, NO TOUCHING THE COMP.

Conclusion : NO ENTERTAINMENT. BUT TO STUDY FOR SPM. T.T.
LIFE IS NOT AS WHAT YOU WANTED. T.T. XD.

Haha. But life is about Jun Ki. XD.
He's getting handsome and cuter day by day.
His new album is out! He is way damn cool for his album cover.
He's coated in white. Album named 'J-Style'.
woohooo..! J, I support you forever! XD.

I've bought some books from popular. It's not really fiction. But more likely. Human's nature.
I'll post the pic of the books if can. hehe. It's most likely in quotations form.

This, I get from Love Letter.

The sun cannot shine
without you,
the birds can
make no melody.
The flowers have
no other beauty
or perfume -
all is a
meaningless waste.
I love you darling....
You are in
every thought,
dream, hope, desire.

AUSTIN DICKINSON
(1829-1995)
TO MABEL TODD

*Hey. You, I'll never forget. You're the one who made my life complete.
You're just like the letter above. I can never afford to lose you.*

Haha. Lame post again. Bye Darls. Nite. Sweet dreamz. Hehehehe.

Passed.

2009-05-04T23:12:00.003+08:00

Passed.

You know its meaning right?

I've PASSED MY DRIVING EXAM.

What a genius I am. hahahhahaha. Getting my license this week. P license. = =.

What a stupid and outraged day.

I reached the examination place at 8 something and the 1st exam was ON THE ROAD. What to do? Life isn't easy. I waited for 2 hour then only is my turn to take the stupid exam. Haha. but nvr mind. Guess how much I've scored for my On the road. 18/20. haha. see. real genius is here. XD.
For the stupid slope, parking and three point turn. Not much to say right? I finished them in just 15 min. Juz the time took for waiting was killing. -_-.

Haha. I may be genius in this. BUT. Dont mention diagnostic infront of me. It's KILLING ME. X______X. I just couldn't spend time studying. Maybe I'm too addicted to STEPS.
*sigh* BANN ME FROM IT. XD. So that i wont fail my exams. XD.

See my slip. See my exam slip~~~~~~~ heheheheeh...

ON THE ROAD.

18/20 wei. XD.

SLOPE, PARKING, 3POINT TURN.

= =. BLUR. nvr mind. written LULUS there. XD.

Started to show off. Dont over, Bow. XD.

Thanks to the tart I have this morning.
My lucky tart. XD.
I know the image is very BLUR. My bad. Bad skill. Sorry. =X.
I'm rushing. I took it this morning. No time. haha.

*You dont know how much you mean to me. When everything about you came across me. I'm lost. You're everything that I ever wish for. Sorry. if I've let you down. I never mean to.*

P.s: Est. Know that. I still love you k? Just, time are mending us. Patience. =].
P.s.s: Everyone is my dear. I love you all k? Though you may not feel the same way or the opposite.
P.s.s.s: Oh gosh. Im crapping too much. Niteezz, Darl. Hehe.

Yes!

2009-04-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

Yes!

We are in the Finals!

Go Choir! Gambateh~~~!!! hehehe..

Our Target:
WE MUST BEAT CBN. =_=. XD.
Of course we must be aware of other school too. haha.

Go Choir!
To the National! Git a Long Home! Cindy! XD.

*Im being selfish now. Dont blame yourself. You are never wrong.
You are still important to me. But the time for me to..... Is not here yet. Take care.*

Leave.

2009-04-27T21:19:00.003+08:00

Leave.

Dont leave me. Again.
I cant bear to lose you again.
I cant bear to be distant away from you.
I cant live without you.
Dont Leave.

*I know Im the one who's always causing trouble.
*I know Im always making you feel uneasy.
*But deep down. I Love You.

Estee Lauder Model Search.

2009-04-27T19:04:00.005+08:00

Estee Lauder Model Search 2009.

Haha. Nothing. Curious if anyone are interested in it.
Tell me if you are. XD.

And this are two of last year model search pics.

For more info: www.esteelaudermodelsearch.com.my

Know.

2009-04-26T20:24:00.001+08:00

Know.
I know how it feels.
When we are distant apart.

LAZY.

2009-04-22T22:55:00.006+08:00

LAZY.

Exams are OVER. GREAT. But wait. Mid-term in two week. = =.
Fine. It's always like this. THEY NEVER THINK. that's it.

*THIS MONTH TARGET*

This stupid square and red thingy.

I found this humourous edited stupid square and red thingy.

Haha. P license human=Pro.

Wee~ No more.
End of it. Blogging might take a Kit-Kat. MIGHT.
Due to SOME stupid stuff that keep coming non-stop. Especially. They THEY say

YOUR WHOLE LIFE DEPENDS ON IT.
*what do YOU expect? SPM. -__-.*

Life never work out. Except the ones around me.
Make me feel. You are with Me. =].

Anyway. Human around me recently craze about lolipop huh?
Something that is always round, round, round, round, round, round and round all the damn time.
Even Im being dragged into it. = =. No. I dont consume so much Glucose. haha. Im just taking part in the photography section. XD.

My Darl. who's addicted to it. = =.

Im framed. I dont consume so much Glucose as I said. haha.

One pretty and One ugly taking pics. XD.

Lolipop shield! XD.

A mini green lolipop shield! XD.

Haha. Wait. Does Jun Ki like Lolipop? Hmm. Maybe I should go ask him. Personally. XD.
-____________-. Saw how I drag the post? OMG. I AM AMAZING. XD.

`

JUN KI ENDS THE DAY. HEHE.
NIGHTS DARL.

Jun Ki's

2009-04-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday!! Jun Ki.
Hope you have a wonderful time whoever you hang out with. ^_^.

My msg. (I know it sucks. = =.)

Happy. =].

His birthday cake. (last year one? )

Ma. Cute! >_<.

Happy Birthday my Darl.
Hope to celebrate with you if can. *sigh*
But I believe. We will meet someday. (^_^).
Gambateh in work.
All the Best to you.
Always so handsome and cute.

I Love You..!! XD.

*wuu. Im a minute earlier. Sorry. =[.

Forgiving.

2009-04-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

Forgiving. Is actually easy.
But sometimes. when you over do it.
Is Hard.

I should have face that earlier.
Not now. Is Late.
Face it. Nothing is Easy.

Jun Ki

2009-04-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

Woohoo.
Im Still not over him.
His Birthday is coming. And Im celebrating with him. (>_<). Three more days to go. I must prepare presents. Hee.

My Darl. =].

*Days without you wasn't as hard as I thought. It might even feel Better.*

P.s : Exam was on its way. And Im still blogging! XD.
Forgive me, Teachers! XD.

Il Ji Mae

2009-04-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

Wee~~~~~
Im over the hills for Il Ji Mae now.
Or Lee Jun Ki? XD.
TV 8 is broadcasting it now. From 8.30-9.30pm.
Lucky. I've finished it. XD.

Il Ji Mae. =]

Jun Ki as Il Ji Mae. (>.<)

I wish I could know him! (>_<)

Well. We had talk today by Ms. Cecilia. It simply talks about one's personality.
And Im from group 9.
The Peacemaker. Hmmmm. Peace. XD.
The day dreamer. The Best Day Dreamer.
The Lazzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyy one.
Hey. The Patience one too. haha.
Try to update more. (if can) XD.
*im busy finding jun ki's pictures* (^_^)

p.s: I love You, Jun Ki.
Night, Jun Ki.
Take care, Jun Ki.

p.s.s: My life is Jun Ki now. XD.
Night darl.

p.s.s.s: The Ms. Cecilia is not Cecilia Cho we know k? XD.
(Cilia. Sengaja one. dont scold me! XD.)

Fuck

2009-04-09T22:36:00.001+08:00

F U C K

Fucking bad day today.
What's up next?
I'm going the hospital?
Who knows?
Fuck.

me us

2009-04-04T23:24:00.006+08:00

Haha. Though is a bit late.
But I still feel like blog tis' out.
I had dinner with my mum and bro.
Western food. Though is still a normal dinner but somehow I feel is special.
I dont know why. haha.
So. I took out my phone and you know what happen next. haha.
* snap snap snap *

The result. =]

me us

Haha. Of course most of it will be me.
The pretty one stands the most chance rite? XD.
My mum and I do look alike huh?
Especially the last picture. We are sisters! hahaha.
A big one for a clearer look. Hee.

Great sistar! =P.

Hey. I'm starting my lecture. Jump out if you cant stand it. XD.
Here I go. =X. (^_^).
Family isnt that bad rite? Though some times they give you a hard time.
But when you are going through a hard time, they are always there for you too.
Though maybe they never really express their own feelings. They do care for us.
When they hurt us maybe they didnt mean to. They too will feel sorry.
Dont you think so? They love you and you may just love them back as well.
I know is hard to say I love you straight to their faces. Me Cant do it neither. XD.
Just that. You know. Dont curse them no matter what happen. They Me You Everything=Love. =].

*Hey. Without me, will there be a big changes for you?
or I just doesn't affects your life? Tell me. Im curious.*

Another wow?

2009-03-31T21:02:00.004+08:00

Another wow.

Wow. I never knew there was so many humans that does blogging.
maybe Im really out. Way out than them. XD.

The way they blog make me wow too.
I felt so small in their so so so HUGE world.
As if I might disappear any second with just.. Snap! that easy.
hahahaha. maybe too much. but who knows.

28 Mac 2009.
What to be speak of?
Im way sick after returning from MCKL Treasure Hunt.
And I spent the whole day long on the sofa and my honey bed. Zzzzzzz-inggggggg...
straight from about 4.30pm to the next morning almost 9..?
And missed the precious Earth Hour. *sigh*
But is very sweet of everyone that took part in it. Including my family of course. XD.
HEY. ME participated also. Just in Sleeping Mode. XD. "everything was dark" haha.

29 Mac
Getting ready for first driving lesson. *excited*
From the very first lesson I've already drove the car for the whole lesson. non-stop.
My teacher asked me go here go there. We went to Batu Caves, Kepong and Damansara.
All the road, bridge, u-turn and the TRAFFIC LIGHT.
Everything was FINE until the stupid Traffic light.
I got nervous and the car broke down in the middle of the road. *shy*
luckily all the drivers behind were kind enough. They didn't horn me. Thanks ya.
The night. I drove Again. My mum beside. and bro behind.
They're Shouting. = =. Should have knew about it.
Giving commentS on my driving. BAD, WORST, You'll BANG into someone's car, You'll hit the road. YOU'LL KILL SOMEONE. -____-. mean BRO.
hahaahahahahhaahha. But somehow.
I cant wait for it..!! My P license..!! I know I still need to attend a 'few more' driving lesson.
Last but not least. The DRIVING EXAM. -_____-.
But I just Can't..!!! I coming For you My P LICENSE. WAIT FOR ME..!! *muackzz* haha.

Woohoo. Never knew the post was long. I know Im a boring person.
If you don't like it you can just always stop or quit.
I wont say anything about it. 'Coz everyone have freedom(s).
Is just that some time is being grabbed or bothered by some one. And it discomfort you.
Then you hate it and rebel against it.
Freedom make such a big deal huh? Maybe it does make you happy if you have enough freedom.
But what it you got too much of it? and you just got lost? who knows?
At first you'll say I wont. Who knows you'll just take back the words just that easy by saying "My bad? I guessed I shouldn't said that from the beginning.?

Well. As I always kept in my mind.
Life is unexpected-take it. accept it. that yours. no use fighting against it. if it doesn't worth it.

hey. end it bowie. what took you so long. you are killing humans. maybe. and youself. Stop.
ahhaahahah.
Bye. My love. XD. hahaha.

Emm.

2009-03-25T17:01:00.007+08:00

Wooooo...

It seem so long since I ever touch my blog. XD.
Well. Holiday isn't holiday. Haha.

Interesting story.
I slept in my Bio class yesterday. Bio teacher is Pn. Chieng.
She take a "perfect" action.
She threw a marker pen at me. Great isn't?
I never realized it until my friend told me.
I don't even know that I was hit by something so low standard. XD.
Well. What can I say? She already threw a marker at me and maybe next time a book or the white board. Who knows?
Oh. Wait.

I told her a shocking news today.
I told her that I've dropped Bio
and her face dropped too. XD.
asking me "You drop Bio -ah? You really not interested in Bio -ah? "
and I just gave a 'nice smiling face'. ^_^. (who knows whether is innocent or not? XD.)
and I think only my group realize how her face looks like till the end of the lesson.
And so.. I'm no longer am a Bio student. And
she will be the first and the last who threw a stupid marker pen at me.

. - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . -.

Wweee~~~~

I've finish watched "Hakusen to Yousei".
Walau. Damn nice man! *claps* XD.

Nice anime I think so. I don't know about you.
watch it if you're free. haha.
Earl was sooooooo handsome and charming.
I wish my prince is the same too. XD.

Earl and Fairy. Hehe.

Me and My Prince. XD.

Gyabooo..! Tell you. School is Terrible!!
You wont get to sleep in class. eat in class. talk in class. play in class. sing in class.
and.. you have to finish up your homework and get merit points as much as you can.
It's so scary. So human, let me tell you. Dont go to school anymore. XD.

Wee~

2009-03-16T13:18:00.002+08:00

Hahahahahahaahahhahahahha...

I've finish my theory exam. hahahahaahahahahahaha...

nice nice nice..!! Im free now..! Im the King of the world..!

................. Sorry.. Crapping. haha. im juz too happy my nightmare ends. (>_<)! Straight after exam. went to jusco. met Joan. Have 'breakfast' and lunch together. Then she left me alone. =[. XD. BUT.. *rush rush rush* TO STARBUCKS. Hahaha.. My life. Chocolate Cream Chip. Weeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (>_<)! STARBUCKS....

Extremely Hot. XD.

My favourite~ Wah..

Starbucks.

My Partner for Life. XD.

I love you. XD.

Nah.

2009-03-15T03:23:00.000+08:00

Mc. Nah.

Picture. XD.

x_x

2009-03-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

X__X

Im commiting suicide.

It had been 'years' since i ever faced the computer for so long. XD.

Is the new blog skin fine?

Or the old one is better?

I dont know. Any comment?

Anyway, holiday isnt holiday.

I still need to study. For my theory exam.
And I need to sit for 6 hours for the stupid L license tomorrow.
And go back to school during holiday.
And tuition wont give you any holiday.
Life is so depressing in your very last year of school. XD.

Fine. (The end) XD.
Lazy to write. HAHA.

HAPPY HOLIDAY DEARS!

TAKE CARE.

MUACKZZZ! XD.

I want a..

2009-03-11T17:26:00.003+08:00

I want a person who..

really cares about me,

try to understand me,

do whatever i ask him to do,

give whatever i asked of him,

remember my birthday all the time,

the one to wish me first and the last too.

like things i like,

hate things i hate,

always be there for me,

never complained about me,

love me for who i am.

and a person who really trust me, believed in me.

Im like the world to him.

what i asked of will never happen.
how good is it if everything you wish for just come true.
even for once. is a miracle.

but it had never happen.
even if i wish for. pray for. or even go straight to him and ask him. NEVER.

why we need to live life like this?
do we really deserve it?

even so. i dont want it. i hated it badly.
i want a better one. a lot better and greater.
if i could just make things more simple.
if WE could just make things not too complicated.
IF WE COULD JUST DO IT.

pissed off.

2009-03-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

Im so fucking pissed off now.

dont blame me now.

im about to change. and i will.

and you need to. must. no matter how. accept the fucking attitude im gonna show.

and i dont care whether you give a damn bout it or not.

juz fucking accept it.

coz i juz ur hate uglyirritatingfuckingpissingoff face.

Fuck You.

彭佳慧-死心眼

2009-03-06T22:45:00.005+08:00

彭佳慧-死心眼

永远有多远　想了一整夜
我才不管以后的路　刮风又下雪
也许你没说　你爱我　可是也没说　不爱我

女人的时间　少得很可怜
你说得很对　可是我为了谁冒险
我不是神仙　我也会抱怨
我只要一分鐘你还拖延

爱情偷走我的理智　你笑我死心眼
爱你浪费多少时间　你不会发现
是你给我泪里的鹹　是你给我苦里的甜
是你带著我超过了極限

幸福蒙住我的眼睛　也让我死心眼
爱它莫名其妙出现　我睡得很甜
是我忘了还有从前　是我忘了还有明天
是我忘了说　情人再见

* 嘿　你笑我老爱掉眼泪
女人的泪　是一种正当的防備
我可以飞　我没有飞
是为了谁　你知道为了谁 *

爱情偷走我的理智　你笑我死心眼
爱你浪费多少时间　你不会发现
是你给我泪里的鹹　是你给我苦里的甜
是你带著我超过了極限

幸福蒙住我的眼睛　也叫我死心眼
爱它莫名其妙出现　我睡得很甜
是我忘了还有从前　是我忘了还有明天
是我忘了说　情人再见

Happy Burfday

2009-03-06T21:40:00.004+08:00

Happy Burdfday.

Though is a bit late. XD.

Yesterday. Went to Jusco wit Jia Nee and Wai Yee. and Kaka also. XD~~~~
Had Sushi King. then Starbuck. Then Or-ju (korean food house). XD.

Thanks a lot my qing ai de. You gals at least spend some time with me.

ARIGATO..!!!!! XD..

Appreciate other who wishes me too.
Wai Yee, Jia Hui, Amanda, Esther, Kor, Mc, Wei Chyen (my best bro, XD.), Mariam, Sarah, Jia Nee, Burger, Kuspini, Jenilee, Yi Shyen, Pn. Judy, Pn. Tan, Michelle, Bee Chea, Cecilia, Huixin (= ="), Mei Yun, Suet Min, Saritha, Ramya, Dudu, Shangeeth, Tracy, Lydia, Yi Ru and a lot more. I don't know whether I left out or this all i have. XD.
Sorry if your name is not mention..! Im old.. XD..
(ada masalah ingatan. XD. )

Still.............

Happy Burfday to Yourself

Bowie.

XD.

hahahaha.. wanted to upload picture de.
but.... i guess. later la?? XD.
Take care.~~ B.

Wee~

2009-03-02T21:57:00.004+08:00

Wee~~

I want this. =[

The Cupido

And This too. =[

The Meow Meow

Both if them are sooooo cute.
They are actually some kind of voodoos.
Following your own horoscope.
Well, mine is Cupido.
Hehehe.. very cute isn't? XD.

Bought something very interesting from china town.
taking pic of it now.
try to upload ASAP. XD.
All of them are so.. CUTE..!! XD..

Nights. Babe.

sport day

2009-02-25T17:08:00.002+08:00

Weeeee~~~

Here come Sport Day..
Everyone is on da heat..!

Today we've done our non-athletic events.
Well Done Gurls..!!! for every houses.
And tarik tali too.. wow.. is not easy.. really not easy..
im glad is over.. phew~ ^_^~

Sport Day is on tis sat.
Everyone Gambateh..!!! hehe..
Gambateh Marcher..! Gambateh Athlete..!! Gambateh Pring House..!
Go Pring House..!!!!

[ We are Champion! Say we are Champion!
Cant hear you! We are Champion! Say we are Champion!
Yeah~~~~ Pring House!!! ]

[ Oh Le le! Oh!!
Oh Le le le le! Oh!! Oh!!
Oh Le le le le le le~ OH~~~~!!!!
Pring House..!! ]

Gambateh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehehehehehe.
bb.. XD..

I miss you

2009-02-18T22:58:00.002+08:00

I miss you.

I miss you more than words can say.

I miss you like I never ever met anyone else before.

I miss you everyday. hour. minute. second.

Do you know who I miss?

~
~
~
~
~

I miss..

I miss my hair..! XD.

Juz for fun. bored. haha. i know is lame. XD.

Exam = Bullshit
Teacher = Crap
Answers = lifeless
School = ABC???

Please. I wish it could end in a second.

Relaxxxx...............
I miss.. XD..

sorry

2009-02-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry, blog. Didnt mean to ignore You. My bad. =[.

I juz dont have the time. Everyday i felt my life is only for school. tuition. music class. school. tuition. school. tuition. SPORT DAY. damn it. Everything was like decided. without me realizing it.
teacher says do this. teacher says do that. teacher says is a must. teacher says you cannot do it.

my life now is like only listens to others. not yourself.
teacher give instrution then you must follow. if not you are wrong. teacher is always "correct".
parent says this the way. you must obey it. if not u are not obedient or whatsoever not love them anymore.
siblings? snap you as like you are nothing. do whatever they want to you. like they are the king, always "correct" and we are the slave, always "wrong". when all time what they do was sabotaj and never learn to be responsible. crap all time. getting you pissed off.

life is getting Hard man. some on. interversi. undang. Sport day. theory exam. then what else? SPM.
and what? koko everyday. kokokokokokokokokokokokokoko. i rather have some coco crunch. LAME~~ XD.

sorry. havent been able to update what im doin during chinese new year. maybe i not free.
or.. just too lazy.. XD..

oh ya, is valentine tomorrow. i dont want wanna be alone. =[. never mind. im been alone for 16 years. =]. Happy Valentine ppl. I have school tomorrow. =[. life never get easier. *sigh*

*wil try to upload some pictures =]

take care, gals
love ya,

Miraii.

你

2009-01-31T12:49:00.002+08:00

人有一颗心

也只能爱一个人

我也懂那人不是我

CNY

2009-01-25T11:36:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year..!

My Beloved..

Save some ANG PAUS for Me..!

Coz I know You Love Me..!!

ahahaha...

But really...................
Im soooooooooooooooooo Lazy to do my homework....
Feel like throwing all the exercise books away. = =
let me swore to u now.
After i finished my SPM.
the very first thing i'll do is..
Burn all my Exercise Books..!!
Especially The Moral Folio..!!
wait and see...
Ill fullfill it...!!!

*ehemmm*
Sorry. For my misbehaviour.
I should be saying 'nice' thing since is Chinese new year..
Sorries. haha.

Happy Chinese New Year Girls..!
Let me see your new clothes also..!

hehe. will be updating everyday. (if can)
my new clothes. XD.

=[

2009-01-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

=[

Bad.

Hair fall is worst.

It can fall between 100-150. per day.

cannot imagine right.

Human's hair are uncountable.

How many days do you think i need until my head is bald.

Real Bald.

Hehe. Anyway, life is unexpected. take it.

There's a reason why things happen.

yeah..!!

2009-01-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah..!!

I'm Loaded today..!!!!! hehehehe...

Went to shopping at Sg. Wang.

HEHEHEHEHE...

I Bought A Lot of Shirt..

A LOT..!!

hehehehehehehehe...

Watashi and my mum shopped for like 7 hours.. haha
* claps claps *
Amazing..
We almost walk the whole Sg. Wang.. haha..
of course we didn't la..
it's crowded today man.. u can never imagine.. so many many many humans over thr.. XD..
like i never see before.. XD..

Ill upload all the things i bought asap.. XD..

Im excited..!!!!!! AHhahahahah... XD...

p.s Nitezzzzzzzz
SWEET DREAMZ
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Headache

2009-01-07T22:10:00.003+08:00

Headache

Headache

Headache

Headache

Headache..!!!

Im having Stupid Headache..!!

For stupid reason.

Dont Bother.

Get The Hell Out Of Here...!!!

Stupid Headache..!!!

Im Back..!

2009-01-06T22:46:00.005+08:00

Hahaha.. My first post for the year 2009..! XD..

Sorry..
Did not have time to wish You Merry Christmas.
So.. Merry Christmas..! XD..

Sorry..
Did not have the time to wish You Happy New Year..
So.. Happy New Year..!! 2009 man.. XD..

hahaha.
sorry again.. for not wishing...
Happy School Reopen.!
A nightmare wei..

SPM YEAR..................................... AAAHHHHHHH.................!!!!
hahaha.. *over* XD..

wait. there's some more..
why rush la? XD.

..............................................................................................................................................

My Last day of work..
was on 3rd of Jan 09.. haha..
we went to Neway..! and celebrate our last day.. XD..
So i have some pic to share.. XD..
but i mix also all da pic that i took during working time.. haha.

Suki, Yoyo, Ah Man n Moon..

Yoyo, Watashi n Ah Man..!

Look.. They so Lc wei.. XD..

2 leng lui.. wah..

wah.. leng lui n.. eh.. leng zai..? XD

2 Sa Po.. = ="

see.. they so happy.. ^^

Peace. Peace. everyone peace. haha.

Shout..!! Sing..!! yeah!

the situation gone out of control.! haha.

Gazebo's best promoter.. XD..

*chiang chiang chiang~~*
our senior in working n singing too..! XD..

And since we pay for it..
We take as much as we can..!! Buaahahahaha..

we have sushi la. ice-cream la. fried wan tan la. fried mee la. curry fishball la.
hor fun la. curry squid la. cup cake la. n many la. XD.. *the la* haha

And coming up next..

Watashi n Mary..! High christmas hat. haha.

Watashi and Carmen. hehe.

Watashi and Winnie. the pooh. haha..

Watashi and Vicky. hey.
she so leng lui after since her was cut wei. Cun! >

Watashi and Mei Ling.

Ah Man and The Biggest Leng lui of ALL.
Nicky...!!!!! *claps claps*
she is really well known in Sg Wang. For her Beauty. XD.

Watashi and Her BIGGEST BAO BEI..
VIVI..!!! Muackzzz..! haha.

Zhi Lian-ing~ hehe.

haha. look at her hair.. so funny. XD..

Not just a cake. Is a Birthday Cake! You all knew it right? XD.
Is Moon's birthday! on 31 of Dec. Let's Countdown.! XD.

Moon cutting cake wei. XD..
Look at our supervisor. her mouth is wide open n saliva leaking out of it.. XD..
WAIT..~ rupa-rupanya, Yeng is aiming at Moon's strawberry.. heh.

Gazebo Gang. say cheese~~

Our Boss, Mr.Yaw n Moon, The Store Supervisor. hehe.

Aww. They are blessing each other.. so sweet~ XD.

Saw tis? lol..
Is the cross necklace. Watashi n my Bao bei bought together during the last day of 2008.
hehe. *31 Dec*

The white 1 is my bao bei wan, the middle is Joey's and the last is mine. haha.

some random shots of it. hehe..

XD.

That's the end of 2008.

A New Year has begun.

No Turning Back.

Welcome 2009.

Im a Fool

2008-12-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

.

..
...
....
.....

I have always been a Fool to You.

And You'll Never Bother what I do or did.

You just Never.

Because You see me as a Fool.

But not Me.

.....
....
...
..

.

My Bao Bei(s)

2008-12-17T00:21:00.001+08:00

My Bao Bei(s).

Hahaha..
This is what we or us or you like to do..

We like to camwhore..

We are a team.

We work together.

We have breakfast together.

We joke we each other.

We says 'things' about about each other too.
(i noe is bad. XD.)

But one thing we cant denied.

We like to stay together.

Hahaha.

In a way la.. They are my BAO BEI(s). XD..

Oh ya.. I found this in the shop i worked.

Is very Teasing right?? XD..

Understand it yourself. XD.

Bye~~

Take care~~ My beloved.. XD..

Watashi

2008-12-17T00:18:00.004+08:00

Watashi.

Tears are unavoidable.

Even if you can.

There are still time where your Tears will fall without You realizing it.

Arr..!! Hey..!!

2008-11-22T01:01:00.002+08:00

Hey..!!!

is Me...!!! XD...

oH MY gOSH..!

How Long have it been Since i nvr Touch my Blog..!!

Oh My.....

I MISS YOU GALS...!!!!!

I Wish i could spend time with You Gals.. XD..

anyway...
alah.. lazy la.. can dun reply c-box ar...? XD...

HEY.. IM OK..
well.. i mean.. ehem... my hair.. hehe...

alah.. so much thg wanna say..

But Juz Too mUch..

K la.. Lazy la.. DUn wanna Crap so long la... XD..

Take Care Gals..!!!

I LOVE YOU..!! XD...

Notice

2008-11-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

NOTICE

lol.. i started working edi la..

so all my dear take care k..

will keep in touch wit u if im free k..

take care.. hehe..

my blog..

im afraid i may not see u everyday.. T.T.

ill miss you..

take care k.. T.T..

P.S: im working at..
Sg Wang, G floor.
shop name: 360 Degree..
pronounce as threesixty.. XD..

失忆

2008-11-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

梁静茹-失忆

我书桌上的香水
你沉默的背对
只剩下那一点点
还是闻得到从前
西装里的口袋
我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点
我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦
我也陪你走好多遍
断弦的吉他
始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜
约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远
我在等你喊停

感觉不到从前温柔的双眼
感觉的到你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑试图让我知道
得了失忆可能对你我都好
感觉不到说是为了我改变
感觉的到承诺划过我左脸
我不知道也许我会得到
一句还是朋友
这是借口还是尽头

Hey..

2008-11-03T22:27:00.004+08:00

Hey..!

My Exams are OVER..!!!

haha.. congratulate me now..! XD..

" I am the Queen of The World, Exam NO MORE..! "

my slogan..! do the following step:

! read the slogan
! memorize it
! then it aloud!

" I am the Queen of The World, Exam NO MORE..! "

haha.. you will feel you are The Queen! XD.. hahahahahahha...

.........................................................................................

Hey.......

im fine k...

thanks anyway...

I Love You Gals..!!

MUACKZZZ...!!! *BIG HUGS* >.<..!

new blog

2008-11-01T23:10:00.001+08:00

haha.. i help 1 more person create blog..

haha.. tat is my bro..

if u r free, please have a look.. XD..

u can find him in the link.. hehe.. or..

haozonlyz.blogspot.com

My Hair..!!

2008-11-01T20:07:00.004+08:00

Ms Future

Ms.Future has a problem.. No.. She's not having dandruff.. No.. She is not having hair damage either.. She is just over going some stupid hair fall named Alopecia areata.. Everyone around her including herself suspect the problem appeared due to Ms.Future laziness because she always eat instant noodle, like Maggie mee and Korean instant noodles.. Almost 4 times in 1 week.. and her family say she is having stress la, and all the whatsoever cause.. Ms.Future acknowledge her hair fall when her friend, Ms.ULess saw a white spot on her hair..

At 1st, the spot was not so big.. Is was like.. emm.. 5 cents coin size..?? then.. just the next day.. the very next day.. It Turned Big.. like 10 cents coin size.. Can you get into the situation..??
hair fall ok..??? Her mum is applying something reddish in colour which will make her hair grow back.. Ms.Future was unsure of the results.. and her friend, Ms. Mary told her, her sickness, Alopecia areata, has 50% of hair will regrow in one year without any treatment where she found out from the search from wikipedia..

Because of this silly hair fall.. Ms.Future can't really enloy what she wanted anymore.. She can't eat salty food.. No.. No more Instant Noodles, No more Tasting her Favourite Yee Mee and.. NO MORE CHEESE..

Can anyone help her..? though she is applying the reddish thing on her hair and eating vitamin E pills.. Her friend, Ms.Star advise her to drink more water and her brother advise be clean 24 hour and Ms.Mary advise her to eat more meat because lack of iron can be 1 of the cause.. but somehow she is still unhappy and worried about it.. Her hair falls about 50 straps or more in just 1 day.. And She spotted another spot on her hair.. Can you help her..? Give her some advise..?

If you give her an advise then she would give you cookies.. ^^..

Im Getting Over You

2008-11-01T19:22:00.003+08:00

THE CLICK FIVE
"I'm Getting Over You"

I found your picture in my wallet
Still got your sweater in my closet
I'll bring 'em by
Maybe tonight

And people asking how I'm doing?
But every question still has you in
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
But you're always on my mind

[Chorus:]
I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true
I'm getting over you

I've been playing all the songs you hated
I called the girl I almost dated
She's not the one
But I'm having fun
And I'm better off without you
And I think it's what I want

[Chorus]

Even if it takes forever
I'll get my shit together
I've been doing be so much better

I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you

I'm getting over you, whoa
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true

[Chorus]

I'm getting over you

再见

2008-11-01T18:44:00.002+08:00

离开你，我是很伤心。。

但，我没有后悔。。

你离开我，我有错。。

但不代表，你没有错。。

你不想改变。。

你根本就没有去努力忘记他。。

你只是口说，心不变。。

你根本就不懂我看着你跟他的感受。。

我心痛。。你能体谅吗。。?

你可以讲我自私。。

因为我就是这样。。

你离开我，我没说‘不要’，没有说‘不行’。。

你要离开，我是留不你不了。。

因为，这是你的选择。。

再见

远远

2008-11-01T15:25:00.002+08:00

遠遠 - 林宇中

或許我不再出現愛才值得你懷念
你也不想見見了也不變你痛苦轉身的局面

或許我放的堅決你才允許讓淚浮現
是苦還是甜想起我的臉希望不是眼淚的咸

我只好離你遠遠卻已傷害你偏偏
我不配你的美竟把你愛得狼狽

可是我離你越遠你越近靠在我眼前
已不見你幸福愛我的臉

或許我放的堅決你才允許讓淚浮現
是苦還是甜想起我的臉希望不是眼淚的咸

我只好離你遠遠卻已傷害你偏偏
我不配你的美竟把你愛得狼狽

可是我離你越遠你越近靠在我眼前
已不見你幸福愛我的臉

還欠你太多誓言我已沒資格實踐
為我緊緊貼著你的從前
而現在的我只好離你遠遠
卻已傷害你偏偏
我不配你的美竟把你愛得狼狽
可是我離你越遠你越近靠在我眼前
已不見你幸福愛我的臉

在遠遠你幸福我會看見

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我手傷了，我都没感觉。。

你离开我。。
我心碎了。。

再见。。

Quizzzzz...

2008-10-30T16:56:00.005+08:00

Lolz.. since Everyone is taking it.. why would i miss it..?? XD..
This is my result.. haha..

You? evil? Ha. Nobody's perfect, but you're one of the least evil people who've ever taken this quiz. If you're feeling guilty about something, it's probably only because you momentarily stopped petting a kitten to answer those questions. You would never be intentionally cruel to an animal, a friend, or even a stranger. Reading this quiz is probably the closest you've come to having an evil thought. We don't want you focused on evilness any longer than necessary, so please go back to what you do best -- spreading joy and sunshine throughout the land.

Lolz.. wat's this..?? barely evil at all..?? aiyo.. 'rice' la.. haha..
eh.. when im evil im evil ok..?? when im nice of course im nice la.. but dun mess wit me.. haha..
im free.. so i take a few more.. haha..

You're not the emo-est of quiz-takers, but you lean in an emo direction. You feel angry and passionate on a regular basis, but you also have an easygoing side that keeps you grounded. You're naturally introspective, but you're not compelled to analyze every detail of your life?sometimes you'd rather shrug your shoulders and get on with the day. You understand why your emo friends seem so sensitive, but you also get why that drives your non-emo friends crazy. You're the happy medium of emo-ness! Not happy in the middle?

haha.. i wont tell u the result.. is my secret.. hehe..

T.T... result were scary... T.T..i dont wanna mention bout it.. T.T.. XD..

You have an inner strength and calmness that could have developed during a traumatic past life experience. You seem very protective of the people you love, and you'd do anything to keep them safe from harm. Maybe you were a child's nanny on the Titanic, and your only thought after the ship hit that iceberg was to get the baby onto a lifeboat. If you stay focused in the face of danger, it could be because you developed that ability a hundred years ago on the open sea.

Hey..! Titanic man.. My favourite.. XD.. I noe some of you feel is boring.. haha..but let me tell you 1thing.. i started to watch Titanic since i was kinder garden.. XD..everyday.. i muz at least watch 1 time per day.. haha.. but now i havent watch for a long time.. ^^.. ya.. im caring.. haha..

I noe im lame.. but i have it my way too rite..? XD..

Come on.. We need to move on.. You and Me and All of Us dont wanna get stuck in the past rite..?? is normal.. We Should Learn Face To Reality.. And that is the way things are.. XD..

haha... i think tats enuf rite..? XD.. sayonara..~~~ XD..

uh uh.. some add on.. i listened to this song n this is quite nice.. n.. im addicted.. XD..
is a korean group named SHINee.. and Their song.. Love Like Oxygen..
haha.. go listen ma.. XD...

link for their MV:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeSF4Ef_xlA

Say GoodNight

2008-10-30T16:20:00.002+08:00

THE CLICK FIVE

"Say Goodnight"

Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

We're in a spell that never ends
The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Baby don't say goodbye
Baby just close your eyes
And dream,tomorrow's on it's way
So just walk away

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Baby just say goodnight

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To Start A Book is not Easy..

Too End It Looks Easy..

But Is Difficult..

The End

Domo

2008-10-26T16:22:00.002+08:00

HAHA..

Im here to Introduce You. You. You. and You..

A new Favorite Person in My Life..

It is Him..!!!! XD..

Domo Kun..!! XD..

he is in the middle..

he is born from an egg..

he is very friendly..

my Domo can protect me.. hehe..

Domo is bigger then the tv.. oops.. Wrong word.. please forgive.. XD..

My Domo can rap.. yo yo yo..~! XD

My Domo can bring Me where I Want..

and last but not least...

My Domo.. Likes World Domination..
which is Peach and OMMEMO favourites.. XD..

haha.. isnt he Cute..?? and Man..?? XD..

the Most favourite thing i like about him is..

Domo can fly..!!!
Domo i wanna fly with you.. XD..

HAHA.. my Domo is damn cute man..!!! XD...
Domo I love You.. XD..

You

2008-10-26T15:54:00.002+08:00

We are always Changing..

and it will never Stop..

If You Cant Write the Last Chapter of Your Book..

Then Ill do It..

Ill Will End My Book..

I Dont Want it to End in Sorrow.. Regret..

No.. I Wont let this Feeling have a role in my Life..

If You wanted it To be in Your life then continue..

With Your word.. "I cant Forget"

This phrase is just a cover to the unwanted decision You need to make..

no matter when.. now or after..

I Will Never be Like You.. Never..

BYE

You

2008-10-26T00:47:00.003+08:00

I think you are clear..

Your mind..

Hope you are Happy..

But.. Let me tell you one thing..

I will Never want to be like You..

Trapped in the Past..
Never..

I will Move on No matter what..

I wont stop Myself..

Is not You Cant Forget..

Its depends on You want to Forget or not..

But the Answer is clear I Guess..

Dont give Me all the Craps That You Cant Forget..
Because so Long already..
CRAP..

If You really doing it and really give commitment..
IMPOSSIBLE You Cant DO IT..

So cut The Crap..
And Make up Your Mind..

and..

Im Sorry.. But That is The Way Things Are..
Goodbye..

ILL WILL MOVE ON..

and You..

Dont Betray or whatsoever Lie to Me..

or not..

You are Digging Your own Grave..

Forever Trap in the Black Hole...

GOODBYE

the way 4Sc1 are

2008-10-26T00:22:00.003+08:00

The Way Things Are (4Sc1 remix)
by Kong

No. We do not suffer from brain damage.
Life is just more "semangat-ty" with us.
The tree outside. The fan inside.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

Long nails. Weird hair. Po-chay-chou.
Noise level to the extent of stroke.
Not to mention the daily rain, by us.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

Red. Blue. Green. Orange. Yellow.
No. We are all chocolates. M&Ms.
Class of uncontrollable lameness.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

When one leg is missing, the tripod falls.
You must to remember.
No fingerprint is identical.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

Homework. Lisan. *gasps* Sejarah Notes!!!!
Tomorrow's judgement day
Tonight we burn the midnight oil,til there's no more oil.
we're still burning.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

One. Two. Three. Surf. Surf. Splash.
Call the ambulance.
Potassium hydroxide is an alkali.
Pollute the fish tank.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

There is no such word "impossible" in our encyclopedia.
Epik Kanjima. Hasil sastera yang tertua di Kampung Semangat.
Yeahh!!!! Weather!!!!
Even the weather is consumed by us.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

Blow_ _ _ is to blow bubbles.
P_p_ is to go shii-shii.
or so says...*ehemmm*
One word is responded with Thrity-Two other words.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

Takes a lot of brain power to do Semangat and Feeling at the same time.
Larger than life, a family.
Our fishes keep running out of the freaking tank!!!
Ducks are walking in our brains.
and now they're sleeping.
We are KUNDEJEMS and that is the way things are.

No. We will not change.
Forevaa...4SC1. All for one and one for all.
Through the pain. the joy. the obstacles.
Together gether we do.
Malacca was established by paramesium.
we help chash the paramesium for Majapahit.
We are KUNDEJEMS and we dont care
These are the way things are.

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lol.. i found tis in rachel's blog...
kong... u rockk..!!! SEMANGAT...!!!!!
haha... our kampung Semangat will live FOREVER..!! XD..