Im.

This is going to be a very messy or I think not really random post.
It has been a while since I ever got back my mood of Blogging.
Hope I can let myself out here.
And make myself more clear or so a bit relax.


" Trying is Not LOVING "

" No Feel? Den break up. Why the hell still getting together? "

" Back to Old Times? Nonsense. "

" Your Attitude? My ATTITUDE. "

" My Time. My Effort. My Love. Gone to Waste. "

" From a worthless status to a respected Status. Creating another worthless status "

" Reason? Excuses? Nothing? Again. Nonsense. "

" Two Alone? Did Nothing? Who the Hell will Believe That? "

" Kiss? On the Cheek? Mouth? Hug? Lust? Come On. Let's Be Honest. "

" Believed? Loved? Respect? TRIED?? What Nonsense again? "

" She's a Pro. Satisfy You More. Treat You Better? Why Leave? "

" Broke Up? And Another Broke Up? Not Asking For A Second Chance? Come On. Be Realistic. "

" Promise? Nothing? Who The HELL IS GOING TO BELIEVE?? "




Make Up Your Mind Dear. There's Nothing More Left to Believe or Love Anymore. Since the Decision has Been Make. It Happens and It Happened. No One. Nothing Gonna Change The Facts.

Apologizing is Not Enough. Realizing Own Mistake is Not Enough. For What I Have For You Has Already Gone. You Never Appreciate. You Never Love. You Never Respect. And You Never BELIEVE.

YOUR ATTITUDE MAKE IT GO WORTHLESS.


NO USE REGRETTING. NO USE GETTING ANGRY. NO USE GETTING UPSET. NO USE GETTING WORRIED.


WE'VE PAST THE POINT OF NO RETURN.


THIS RELATIONSHIP IS DESTROYED BY YOUR FOOLISHNESS DECISION.


ENDING MIGHT NOT BE AS WORST AS IT THOUGHT.

Damn it.

Damn it.

Fuck what happened today.

And those bitches too.

Fuck. Stupid and extreme unfairness judging.

" Based on the criteria and guidelines..... " What now?

We have all the criteria you asked for and we have the best climax and voice projection. What else?

You want a humor stupid sketch?? Hey. This is a drama competition lady.
Not a short or stupid or make you laugh sketch to win.

And what's wrong with the best actress??
With two lines spoke and running around the hall with a stupid lolipop. Is that the best??
A lot can do that. All of our drama girls can to do. Our acting was way more better than them??
Do we deserve all this?? NO. We gave our best and commitment to this comp. And what the heck did we get in the end??

Based on the criteria and guidelines, you need to be humour enough to win .
Based on the criteria and guidelines, you need to show your boob to win the best actress.
Based on the criteria and guidelines, you to throw an animal on the stage to win.

What the helll ladies???? You aren't blind. How good they did to show you the climax?
By buying a husband from a stupid fortune teller?? or slap the daughter while she didnt even cry after she get the slap. How good was that?? I see NOTHING.

You know what. You judges just dont know what it takes to be a judge. You dont even know the criteria of being a FAIR & QUALIFIED JUDGE. You ladies just some dumbo acting to be a " GOOD JUDGE ".

I Dont Accept this shit man. We'll make sure we get our rights back. And you know what.

Based on the criteria and guidelines, You are most idiotic and blind and deaf judges I've ever met. Get some treatment ladies. We dont want you go around and spoiling someone's life.

F U C K ! ! !
D A M N I T ! !

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Oh ya. Meet back a very good friend today also.

Gui Gui.

Nice seeing you back.

I guess we only get to see each other once a year. XD.



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Prove to me.

How much you care.

How much you want me.

How much do you love me.

Arrhhh!! Argghhh!!

This is going to be a long post. Bear with it. XD.

10-11 July 09.

Went for a camp held in our school organized by WIRAJAYA.

Let me tell you something...... The camp was FREAKING FUN!

For humans who missed it. You did miss something really fun that you cant find it anywhere.

" THE CAMP WAS POWER GILA MAN " XD.

Too bad. No pics for the camp. Because if we took our phone out and the next second you'll realized is GONE. XD. But I'll try to get the pics from teachers. Haha.

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Then, on same day of last day of the camp.
Me went to KLCC.
Guess for what, genius.
For some "crazy" make-up artist who trimmed my eyebrow! T-T.
My eye brow now is so ugly and disgusting. T-T.
Nahahahaha. Actually I went for the Estee Lauder Model Search '09 -lah. XD.
Is a full make over but I never there to be a trimming section -lah. Really. T-T.

Watashi and my cousin sister took part in it.
The results are yet to know. Haha.
Jom tengok gambar~ XD.

That's watashi over there. With the handsome make-up artist.
Though he trimmed my eyebrow. ..........

Nearer view. hehe.

Photo shoot section. My hand like "kembang edi" somehow. XD.

Me me me and my mum. XD.

Me, cousin and aunt aunt=mum's sis. XD.

We are family~

Me and my oldest aunt. =].

Me and me youngest aunt. =p.

Me and haha again. =D.

Me cousin and mummy. =].

Me and my oldest cousin. XD.

Me and my youngest cousin sis. hehe.

Me and me youngest cousin bro. Extremely naughty and uncontrollable little cousin. = =. XD.

~ Tang tang tang ~ Me and my cousin sis~ same age. XD.

Ngek ngek ngek. Here it is. My SS pics. XD.

All me. watashi. ME. WATASHI. XD.

Later after that. Went to oldtown with my old best retarded brainless buddy. Huixinxin. XD.
She took a pic with me too. XD.

Look at her retarded face. XD.

My make up was GONE. YEAH~~~

Our face was all out of shape. Hahahah. Especially mine. XDDD.

Nicer one. =].

Oh ya. My bro and Kin Zai was there. And my bro started something we laughed till tears bursting out from our eyes. XD.

Ahhaha. Three retard person with different body shape and face. XD. >.<~

The editted one by Kin Zai. XD.


Weeee~~~~ Yeah~~ It has come to an end. XD.
Big Thing.
Tomorrow is DRAMA COMPETITION! Arghhhh~~~

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Class. Class. Class.
To be as ONE is not easy,
To maintain as ONE is even harder than you can ever imagined.


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One last random shot. XD.

GUuuuuu~~~ XD.

* Life isn't life without you *

Oyasumi nasai.