X____x.

Wuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~

Finish at last. Editing the blog~~~ Weeee~~~

Hundred of pictures to upload and thousand of words to type.

But......................... The mood and motivation is just not here! Haah! 

Wait for it till then~~~ XD

Weeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~ SPM is just around the corner. 

Watashi move your ass and brain to the table and face the book 24/7. 

Gambateh all darlingsssssssssss~~~~~~~~ =].

Nitey~~ 

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Never been better since the school reopen.

All the white papers with different names are coming back to me. Killing!

I dont want to know bout my marks I dont want to what the teachers are going to say.

Coz it's Killing!

Fine. Let it be. TWO MONTHS TO GO AND THE NIGHTMARE WILL BE GONE!

Im going to burn all my exercise books and folios~ Lalalalla~

Blogging for the sake I dont want it to be deserted. No matter are there anyone who's going to read. Heh.

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I Believe Mr B.

But Im worry. Cope with me can you? =/

I promise.

=[.

Bad. I've lost da mood for blogging. =[.

Fine. Let it be. It'll be back soon......

Bad. Mr B, you left me all alone. Real bad. =[.

End!

Yes! Nothing better than Trial has ended! yeah~~~~

Went for food today in Selayang Mall today.
Then being followed by a stupid retarded pervert.
Me and Tracy was eye battling with him. It made Tracy lost her appetite.Hah.

Nah. Speechless. Just stay quiet. Calm for a little while.

Just. A little While.

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Hmmm.

Hmmm.

Cant wait for SPM to over!
OVER NOW OVER NOW OVER NOW OVER NOW!!!!!!! T_T.
Awww. Having a hard time now. Enough for trial. Later SPM some more. Haiz.

Thanks to Facebook. Mr B. And Jojoyek's Blog.
Things could never be better. Arigato~ ^_^.

I think I want to join the Comic Fiesta volunteer. Great experience. =].
But I just cant get the form. What should I do now? T.T.

2 papers left. Then over trial. Best thing ever! >.<.
Bu~~~

Exams.

Papers. Been facing all this white papers printed with different name.

And 'wonderful things' happened when Im with this white paper.

The Paper named Mathematics.

Humans. 3 x 2 = ?. Easy. The answer is 6 right?
Who can ever calculate that 3 x 2 = 12 ? = =". Yes. That's me.
There goes my marks, fly away from me. T_T.

Then Add Math. Oh God. Kill me! Kill me. I want to die. T_T.

Then. Physics. AGAIN. I Want to Die.

Aahghhhhhhhhhhhhh. As long is papers to do with calculations I dont want to stay near it and I want to stab it and divide them into pieces and burn them! Then buried their ash in the deep sea. So they wont never exist!

T_T. I really hate calculations. T_T.

Continue to face the other papers till 16th Sept. Bye. T_T.

Updates.

Weee~~~ A quick one. So long since I've ever update my blog. hahaa.

10th Aug.
Someone gave me the most tasty sushi in the world. =].

wah. bad quality pic. forgive meee. =p.

15th Aug.
Went to Genting. For the MyFm anniversary concert.

My dad and my aunt. At Marrybrown. Haha.

Then. My mum, bro and bro's friend and my cousin and my cousin's bf arrived.
Then. Go my daddy down the hill. Haha.
He was only here to accompany us to redeem the concert tickets. hahaa.
Then. We went for shopping! Yeah~

ahaha. bro and friend and mummy.

My beloved Jack!!! Nightmare before Christmas. Heheh.

Of course. Nonetheless. My mummy and aunt went Casino.
While we teenagers hang out at... Starbucks! Weee~~~~~

My cup of Stakbucks. and my friend Baskin Robbins ice-cream.
ngiek ngiek ngiek.

The Star Lolipop gang. xp.

The we hand gang. I also dont know 'apa itu'. haha.

The view from Starbucks. Ahhh....

Starbucks Coffee. =]. <3. style="text-align: left;">Then. Not long after that. Head straight to dinner. haha.

Dinner. Hot Rock! Yeah !

Thissssss Watashi's~~~~ Hehehe.

7.30pm. Arrived at the concert spot.

8.00pm. Concert started.

Some of the artist. Sorry. real bad quality pic. = =". =[.

Overall. It was boring. ==. Really. Last year was even better. So Im quite disappointed this year.
Haiz. Let it be. Then. Down the hill we go~ Reach home. Sleep.

21st Aug.
Selayang Mall. Somewhere you and me know. heheh.

Honeydew flavour. =].
My beloved peach flavour habis. = =.

My little Jnee. With her macha flavour. XD.

Cinnamon taste. * saliva all over * Haha.

23:30pm. You left here. To somewhere far from me.

22nd Aug. Nowhere. On the way haunting for my breakfast.
Time appeared to be.....

Nothing much. But someone told if you saw this means there is someone missing you.
And really. We rarely see this time.
11:11.

On the same day. Went to Cheras. For Myfm again. My mum crazy over it.
Well. never mind I gila along with her. haha.

Ended up. We won a mp4, 2 T-shirts, 2 album - Fahrenheit and Terry Lin., 1 touch and go card worth Rm 20 and myfm tissues and some tickets for the open ceremony for wushu competition.

Wahaahah. As long as Im rewarded. haha. XD.

24th Aug. 3.33pm.

You leaved me.
Im waiting. For the day you come back.

Latest.

Latest.

Nothing special. Only know TRIAL is on its way. And I can see the DOOM sign. XD.

Recently. I knew this blog from my bro. It's about Politics and its very interesting.
And sorry. It's only available in Chinese and a bit of English and Malay.
Check it out if you have time.

http://hoong-xinyu.blogspot.com/.

And please do not go and make this is a big deal. cause the blogger itself is not really aware of its own position too. You'll understand if you have read the blog.

And.... not in the blog mood recently..... BLAME FACEBOOK! XD.

And I also realize that Im getting lazier and lazier to update my blog.
And.... I feel it's Dooms Day! No!
Blog! I still love you! XD.

Woooohooo~~~ Finish crapping I guess. Ill keep you updated. Ill try. XD.

XOXO. You know you love me. XD.

Baby~ Watashi love Anata~ XD.

9/8's Horoscope.

Pieces.
Lucky day: Tuesday. Lucky colour: Pale pink. Lucky number: 22.
Unrealistic expectations may cause problems, or you make an unwise choice. Extra money may also be spent. you may fell pressured to live up to obligations that you'd rather not deal with. Truth is, everything is happening as it should - but in its own way, and in its own time.

Cancer.
Lucky day: Tuesday. Lucky colour: Black. Lucky number: 5.
This is a time for guarded process. While your love life's definitely on the improve, there are loose ends that still need tidying. Areas for caution include relationships - where you can expect the trickle-down effect of a partner's stress. This week is all about your ability to love - unconditionally.

How great it is if everything you imagined or planned goes just the way it is.

But things do fall out of places. - Sometimes.

And I dont really the way it is.

But let it be.

Im nothing and no one to stop it.

Sorry.

Nitezz.

I miss It.

Really. I really miss it.

It's just so sudden. It feels like Im being slam by a door very suddenly. Real sudden.

Would you forgive me? Hardly. I think so.

I just wanted to say.. Sorry k. Didn't mean to hurt you with any way.

Could you forgive me?
Really. Im Sorry.

Mysterious Ticking Noise?

I found this humourous video from my brother.

Have a look at it. I bet you'll enjoy it. Have fun! XD.

A bit of tips. It's something about Harry Potter. Well. It is about it. XD.

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Nonetheless.................

HaPpY buRfdaY!!!!!!!!!!!

tO swEet AmaNdA and CuTe cEcIlIa~ XD.

Haha. You're older now. Grow up~ XD.

Who am I to give advise huh?? XD.

Someone more older than you both~ XD.

Happy always babe! Muackkzzzz! XD.

Again.

Again.

" Terrible -lah you "

The sound frequency stopped here.

Im Sorry.

I know Im being Naive.

I know Im over obsessed.

Sorry. I really mean it.

Please dont say that.
Please dont say Sorry no cure.

Coz' Im really apologizing.
Really hoping for your forgiveness.
Really.

Im sorry.
I Miss You.

Again.

Again.

DEAD TIRED.


And.....

Jenilee! HAPPY BURFDAY!!!~~~

XD.


Nitezz Babies~ XD.

Hey!

Hey!

Check this out!

Is Siew Leng's and friends handmade craft.

They are selling it as pressie!

Go check on it if you're free k. XD.

http://diy-lavie.blogspot.com/

I link it too. XD.

Nitezz baby~ XD.

Wondering.

I wonder will I have another accident again.

I wonder what is my coming to my life.

I wonder how far we'll go.

I wonder can my license go through 2 year safely.

I wonder what will become of me in future.

I wonder. I just wonder. I just couldn't stop wondering.

But one thing for sure.

Ill never wonder bad things that happened or bound to happen to us.

No one. Nothing. Forever. Can stop it. Stop us.

Wonder. Wonder for SPM result.

Never stop wondering. I wonder.

X_______x

Dead Tired.



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You let me Down.

Decide.

Decide.

Me. Or their words.

And you know Im with you.

Am I not worth it?

Tell me.

Give Up.

I dont know.
That Us only worth this much.
With only a few words.
You give up.
Then how am I supposed to continue?

If that's what you want.
Then you have it.
Wish you happy ever after.

Us.

Do you still stand by me now?
For I will always stand by you.

Ill wait.
Until I reached You.

Really.
I Love You.

Arrhhhh!!!!

Oh God.

I HATE Accident.

Why must it happen to me.

Arhhhhhh!!!!!!! Stupid Unser! Damn you.!

Arrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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No.
I dont want to be separated from you.
Please.
=[.

=].

Me. You. = Us.

=].



More than words.

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know.


Love You So.

Missing.

Missing.

Miss.

Miss.

Miss.

Everything.

You're not Sorry.

No. You're not sorry.
That's what you meant and how you feel towards me.
Dont know is an answer that shouldnt be said to someone special.
You said it. And somehow it shows the answer Yes.
I never say that I must be the most important one.
But it make me feels I am always the last who came to your mind.
Watashi is speechless. Emotionless. Numb now. Everything seems like a Total Mess. To her.

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All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, oh

You're not sorry no no oh

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh

You're not sorry, no no oh

Now I Know.

What took me so long.

Now I know. I really know.

It's meaningless to defend this relationship.

It's meaningless.

Damn it.

Damn it.

Fuck what happened today.

And those bitches too.

Fuck. Stupid and extreme unfairness judging.

" Based on the criteria and guidelines..... " What now?

We have all the criteria you asked for and we have the best climax and voice projection. What else?

You want a humor stupid sketch?? Hey. This is a drama competition lady.
Not a short or stupid or make you laugh sketch to win.

And what's wrong with the best actress??
With two lines spoke and running around the hall with a stupid lolipop. Is that the best??
A lot can do that. All of our drama girls can to do. Our acting was way more better than them??
Do we deserve all this?? NO. We gave our best and commitment to this comp. And what the heck did we get in the end??

Based on the criteria and guidelines, you need to be humour enough to win .
Based on the criteria and guidelines, you need to show your boob to win the best actress.
Based on the criteria and guidelines, you to throw an animal on the stage to win.

What the helll ladies???? You aren't blind. How good they did to show you the climax?
By buying a husband from a stupid fortune teller?? or slap the daughter while she didnt even cry after she get the slap. How good was that?? I see NOTHING.

You know what. You judges just dont know what it takes to be a judge. You dont even know the criteria of being a FAIR & QUALIFIED JUDGE. You ladies just some dumbo acting to be a " GOOD JUDGE ".

I Dont Accept this shit man. We'll make sure we get our rights back. And you know what.

Based on the criteria and guidelines, You are most idiotic and blind and deaf judges I've ever met. Get some treatment ladies. We dont want you go around and spoiling someone's life.

F U C K ! ! !
D A M N I T ! !

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Oh ya. Meet back a very good friend today also.

Gui Gui.

Nice seeing you back.

I guess we only get to see each other once a year. XD.



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Prove to me.

How much you care.

How much you want me.

How much do you love me.

Arrhhh!! Argghhh!!

This is going to be a long post. Bear with it. XD.

10-11 July 09.

Went for a camp held in our school organized by WIRAJAYA.

Let me tell you something...... The camp was FREAKING FUN!

For humans who missed it. You did miss something really fun that you cant find it anywhere.

" THE CAMP WAS POWER GILA MAN " XD.

Too bad. No pics for the camp. Because if we took our phone out and the next second you'll realized is GONE. XD. But I'll try to get the pics from teachers. Haha.

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Then, on same day of last day of the camp.
Me went to KLCC.
Guess for what, genius.
For some "crazy" make-up artist who trimmed my eyebrow! T-T.
My eye brow now is so ugly and disgusting. T-T.
Nahahahaha. Actually I went for the Estee Lauder Model Search '09 -lah. XD.
Is a full make over but I never there to be a trimming section -lah. Really. T-T.

Watashi and my cousin sister took part in it.
The results are yet to know. Haha.
Jom tengok gambar~ XD.

That's watashi over there. With the handsome make-up artist.
Though he trimmed my eyebrow. ..........

Nearer view. hehe.

Photo shoot section. My hand like "kembang edi" somehow. XD.

Me me me and my mum. XD.

Me, cousin and aunt aunt=mum's sis. XD.

We are family~

Me and my oldest aunt. =].

Me and me youngest aunt. =p.

Me and haha again. =D.

Me cousin and mummy. =].

Me and my oldest cousin. XD.

Me and my youngest cousin sis. hehe.

Me and me youngest cousin bro. Extremely naughty and uncontrollable little cousin. = =. XD.

~ Tang tang tang ~ Me and my cousin sis~ same age. XD.

Ngek ngek ngek. Here it is. My SS pics. XD.

All me. watashi. ME. WATASHI. XD.

Later after that. Went to oldtown with my old best retarded brainless buddy. Huixinxin. XD.
She took a pic with me too. XD.

Look at her retarded face. XD.

My make up was GONE. YEAH~~~

Our face was all out of shape. Hahahah. Especially mine. XDDD.

Nicer one. =].

Oh ya. My bro and Kin Zai was there. And my bro started something we laughed till tears bursting out from our eyes. XD.

Ahhaha. Three retard person with different body shape and face. XD. >.<~

The editted one by Kin Zai. XD.


Weeee~~~~ Yeah~~ It has come to an end. XD.
Big Thing.
Tomorrow is DRAMA COMPETITION! Arghhhh~~~

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Class. Class. Class.
To be as ONE is not easy,
To maintain as ONE is even harder than you can ever imagined.


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One last random shot. XD.

GUuuuuu~~~ XD.

* Life isn't life without you *

Oyasumi nasai.