hate you

i juz hate you..
but u noe wat does it really mean rite..?

u muz realize tat thgs cant continue be like tis..
if u wanted to be like tis..
then i rather i nvr hav u...

u juz can continue having her ur mind..
n dump me aside..
coz im not worth it rite..?
i nvr do..

u told before..
tat u r not worth it..
but still..? i believe u..

but.. i hear a lot.. n thought a lot..
i think i shud do the right thg rather then let u be more rotten and even rotten..

tis i wat i hav done.. choose..
i is painful..
but u muz noe..

the painful one is only you..
me and her share the same feel..
but u nvr realize it..

let go is hard thg to do..
but it doesnt mean u cant..
unless u urself who dont want to do it..

stop giving excuses n reason that you've tried.. but u cant..
wat is this..?? is tis wat u can tell me if u are the one who doesnt wan to do it..??
stop.. enough..
if u are really committed n really want to do it..
u would have success it earlier..
not until it coz wat had happen today..

dont blame others..
i noe we are wrong..
but do think u r not guilty..? not the wrong one..?

u make ur choice now..
we hac clearly voice out what we wanted to say..
is tat u the one we're waiting for ur answer..
ur mind.. ur decision..

we both really care bout u..
tats why we dare to say tis hurtful thg..
but dont forget..
wat u suffered.. we are suffering it now too.. even long before this..

i rather u change.. then having u by my side..
i rather u hav her in ur mind but not be together with me..
i rather im da one who suffer all this..
but thgs are not easy as u thought..

im always here..
but thgs will not remain the same now..
good luck.. good bye..

あいしてる。。さよなら。。